Monday, January 01, 2007
Happy new year evryone....
mami....happy new year to you....
i hope we can start a new chapter in tis new year....
afterall the mistakes tat i done to u....
after all the hurtful werds tat i say....
n all the hurtful stuff tat i done to u....
i hope u aforgive me....
mami....
i noe i have been neglecting u....
i noe u feel bored n lonely....
i noe i have tested ur patience.....
but at the end of the day i still love u....
u mite nt feel hw i feel now....
i was pricked by ur werds in ur blog....
i realise hw unworthy i m fer u....
u doubt my feelings...
but i cant blame u....
i upset u so much....
my mood fer werking today wasnt there....
i get into dreamland today....
i fear wat will happen to me if u leave me....
i was so in khayalan juz nw....
i didnt noe wat to do....
i tot of u each time....
but u didnt noe....
u tot tat i dun love u like i do previously....
but u r wrong....
inoe werds don mean much to u....
u wan prove....
if u wanna noe....
then i shall tell u....
the ring tat we bought together at jurong....
i still keep it.....
i noe tat one day i will return to u....
iwas mad at u tat time....
true.....
but i will nt throw or misplaced tat ring....
cos u r the onli one i luv....
ur baby photos.....
i still keep them....
y were so cute n adorable....
i kept them in my book....
n bring it evry now n then.....
ur precious garfield....
i m a man....
but i wun be shy to say this....
i slept beside it....
it feel as though u r wif me.....
n lastly....
ur face.....
it is always in my mind evrytime i blink my eyes.....
i noe u wuldnt believe me...
but its tru though.....
ppl made mistake .....
i oso m a normal human being....
but one thing diff between me n them is tat....
i have sumone hu i love n never regret loving tat person..
n its no other than u mami ella....
u never escaped frm my mind....
n u will nvr end....
tears fall wen i see those werds on ur blog....
but nvr miind....
i shall prove to u tat ur love n concern is nt juz an imagination.....
but a reality tat willl never end.....
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