Tuesday, December 26, 2006
heyxx....
todays entry will about my apologies n thnx to my bro.....n of cos to her....
To zaB riO....
if u r reading....
i m sorri if i cos much trouble to u...
thnx fer giving wonderful gifts tat i cant buy...
shoe,ring(loan),cap,shirts,jeans n most importantly money
thnx fer the care n concern u showed me....
sorri if sometimes u made u cancelled ur appointment.....
sorri if i rushed u fer time....
sorri if i neglected u sumtimes during my bz schedule....
thnx fer the time....
thnx fer the effort.....
u realli r a true bro....
i respect u fer tat.....
u will sacrifice ur time/date fer me....
altho hw impt tat person is except fer ur parents....
u cancelled tat appointment juz fer me....
thnx again zab.......
To mami eLLa....
mami....
i m sorry to break ur heart tat time....
i was angry n cant control myself....
i made tat one stupid n harsh decison....
tat lead to my misery....
i yearn fer ur love....
i cant juz ferget bout u....
after the times....
the ups n downs....
thnx fer ur patience......
n thnx fer the love tat u shower upon me....
u gave me the day n night....
i m so happy tat i m wif u again....
onli god noes wat my feelings were during tat time....
i was so happi wen u accepted me back....
ur sweet lil smile....
ur cutey dimple....
ur wonderful eyes....
is juz the outside of u....
to me tat is perfect....
but in addition wif ur patience.....
ur willingness to change....
ur care n concern....
ur never die love fer me....
n ur understandingness.....
is the inside of u tat make ur overall perfectness....
muakx...mami....
i luv u.....
thnx fer ur evryting n ur sacrifice.....
p/s...i noe i said i wanna sleep..
but after tis.....
cos tis r werds tat came frm my heart n now i wan to express it to you.....
musKA stepped on your garbage at
Thursday, December 21, 2006
been bz lately....
billnye pasal lah nie....
arrgh....final reminder dah sampai....
lagi tujuh hari...
u can hear tat kaninabuchibailampabutobabisialnye operator saying tat angelic phrase...
the m1 customer u have dialled is currently not available....
nt available kepe....
mak dier nye laki boncit tol....
niwae....
had a gr8 day today....
sampai kejer at 7.43....heehe....
abis keje kol 3.43....
mami fetch me frm werk today....
aww sho swit of her...
love yar....muakxxx.....
then i toldher bout this NENEK yg i werk wif.....
muka sbiji umi sak...
then wen mami saw her....
she agreed tat they look alike....
then we go to bras basah complex to mamam...
as usual aku kan haiz....
financial.....
haiz....
pinjam duit mami 2 ringgit....
jatuh saham sak aku....
sampai biler hidop gini....
niwaes.....
after tat proceed gi raffles city....
gi shopping centre....
saw a lot of gr8 stuff...
mami nak beli baju...
tapi apa ke daya....
haiz....
gue takde sen....
haiz....
then gi vivo lak....
lepak kat atas....
view the scenary.....
lomantik noh....
then ard 6.30 celah pulang....
then at 7 gitu....
kia(khai) kol....
dier pasrah....
haiz....
hope u ken settle ur problems arh.....
i can onli help him tat much....
n lastly.....
to mami....
i m happi n proud tat u have change.....
i love u wif my sincere heart....
thn mami....
fer evryting....
muakxxx....
p/s...to view pics....pls go to mami blog....
heehe....nilah kerja pemalas.....LOL....
niwae zab rio.....
hope u love ur job....
gd luck....
musKA stepped on your garbage at
Wednesday, December 20, 2006
wei..wei...wei....
musKA is back3.....
lalalala.....
hmmm....a great news and bad news....
which one first huh??
ala...bad one first lah....
currently...my bill...kimekkkkkkkkkkkkk.....
dah kena potong....
kimekkkkkk.....
onli can receive incoming kol.....
kimeekkkkkkkk....
then...tunggu time ajer....consperm they cut tat too....
n wen tat hapens...KIMMMMEEEEKKKKKKK!!!!!....
haiz....
y ah...money never drop dwn frm the sky....
asik2 hujan ajer....
haiz.....kalo jatuh kan bez....
kaya gue....
haish..the next bad news is...hmm....
hmm...
AKU TAKDE DUIT!!!hahaha...
is tat a new thing???LOL....
haiz....
KU NAK continue gue nye LESEN!!!!argghhhh!!!
strezz nye hidop ni!!!!
takpe2.....manelah tau jumpa 100000 dolar ke maser aku berak kat toilet ke.....
hahaha.....
niwae...next...GOOD NEWS,,,,hooray!!!
gue ngan suzyla woh!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
wahahaha.....bahagia gue.....
tat adowable sweet innocent djong2....LOL....
nilah dinamakan cinta.....
hua3...step(langkah??) paham aje....
barulah leh nyanyi lagu... Bila RinduBila rindu Ku sebut namamu Bila resah Menyesak di dada Bila rindu Ku panggil namamu Bila resah Gelisah terasa patch up on 15.12.06....heehe.....
dedicated to her....yg len tu jgn terasa....
zab...ko jgn nak senyum2.....
heehe
niwaes...another good news is....
I FOUND A JOB....
haha....as a CSO...customer service officer...
takkan Cari n Sodok Orang kan??k lame....
CSO wif metro parking....
nt the metro shopping centre....
N another gd news is....
ZAB PUN DAPAT KEJER...haha....
ironically kat metro sk...hehee....
GET IT???
kalo tak takpe....
go n eat pigs brain...eh....wait....
tats Porkie(my sis) parts...hhaaha...
i m happy fer u zab....
niwae on tat monday..18.12.06....
went to fetch bucuk(my honey) result....
she did me proud....
she qualify fer sec5....
all the best honey....
later after tat....went to town to mit zab rio...heehe....
dier ngan ehem2 seh...hehee....
makan samer2 ie....
i smell ikan ni....
haaha....
he collected fer me my pair of shoes....
pony...wohoo...high cut woh!!...
*neighs* isnt tat the sound of a horse??
then went sight seeing wif mami ngan bro...
on the way...critic bout sum ppl...
haha....
laser sak......
then went mamam wif mami.....
then gedebak gedebuk.....
went home ard 11 at nite....
hahas....
we should go out more often...
together...me n mami...zab n ahem2....
niwae zab was chaotic on tat day....
guess tats zab fer u....
no him...no fun...
k lah...tats all folk....
to zab...thnx fer evrything bro....
ur sacrifice n gifts....
ur time n ur efforts....
ur care n concern...
will always be appreciate by me....
to Mami....Suzyla Edrus Bte Samad...thnx fer accepting me....
u changed ur attitude fer me....
u waited fer me....
i m really sorry fer my mistakes.....
i really am....
dunch weri....
the once 150306 couple...is revived now....
n it wont extict as long as my heart beat n my blood flows...
Love u mami...
u r my one n onli...
muakx3.....
Yours trully,
musKA(MUhammad Hafiz BIn Eksan)
p/s...the pics of the outing will be posted at mami's blog...
pls visit nakkenatampar.blogspot.com....
jgn jadi bodoh...aku uat link uatpe kan....
n the pix of tat shoe i will post tomoro....
cos Porkie hibernating lah...maklumlah musim sejuk.....
musKA stepped on your garbage at
Tuesday, December 12, 2006
hmm...today in the morning came late fer school.....
was wearing the cap zab bought me...
haha...i love it shoooo much....
then sampai skool ard 9....
as usual babriel will nag2...
kanina tol....
then after tat uat lab assignment....
fun ah the class....
i crack jokes n people luff their ass out loud....
i m happy to c wen my frends r luffing n happy....
then went fer lunch....
actualli taknak makan....
takde sen kan...
nasib man ader....
dier blanja makan nasi chicken cos i did fer him his pwoject...
then khai blaanja air....
baik kwn2 ku ni...LOL....
then gi lecture lak....
kimaksss...mendak sak....
lecture room dah mcm ice box sak....
then went to smoking spidey...
haha....
wif ais....LOL.....
then masok klass....ard 4 was realeased....
then str8 nek bas 31 to intercen...
skali kat juction sbelum tampines interchen ader accident seh....
dah hujan ader accident lagi....
abe jam uh....
haiyo....
then take 969....
k here start the sad part....
i went to yishun cos i m gg to break up wif her....
cos of certain circumstances.....
i was sad lah...like duhh....
but i was being honest too....
haiz....
niwae..have to focus on my studies...
k lah....ciaoz.....
musKA stepped on your garbage at
Monday, December 11, 2006
haloooo....
today had fun wif zab rio...haha...
i put a rio at the back of zabs name cos of the model of his care...
niwae kans....in da morning went to nee soon east....
gi tgk zab ngan gang dier dance...
they entered tis competition....hehe....
they have a nice routine....
but at times they were less synchronised n have lil eye contact...
hmm...quite true lah...
niwaes they were looking ferwerd fer the call to c whether they make it to the finals....
then after the auditin...we slack bawah blk....
haha....then at 12.30...went to umah makcik ayu kechick....
tak tau ape motif....
haha
then i stick to zab like glue sak....
mestilah pasal kat saner aku cumer rapat ngan dier jer....
then at 1 gi umah orang kahwin....
they tot of giving a performance there....
but makcik ke atau pakcik yg garbaret tu kater cancelled ajer...
then apa lagi....
gue ngan zab celah ah...
hahahahaha....
its gg to town time....
kiter pecut gi orchard woh....
kimek parking full....
sway tol......
tapi our perserverance pays off.....
ader jgk hamlau kuar carpark....
then we wen hogging dwn the streets of orchard....
criticising the mats...the nt-so-fasioned-SOBS...and the makciks...hahaha....
then went to CK tangs....ingatkan dier kejer.....
haiz...but she wasnt there...quite sad ah...sobz2...
then as i walk pass the mac counter at level 1 of tangs....
ader satu insan ni....
tap aku kat shoulders...
skali si pakcik cleaner lah....
haha...maish ingt si binawe tu kat aku...
then jln kat far east.....
pastu zab nak gi marina...
aku pun set ajer lah...haha....
takkan nak tawaf far east....
lepaks kat esplanade....
nengok permandangan yg permai....lagi indah....
then at 7.15.....bergerak alik....
tapi skali kiter gi marina skejap....
survey2 barang....
skali nampak satu cap...kimak lawar sak....
haha...then zab saw tat i like the cap so much....
he bought it fer me....
fuyoh...i was like on the cloud nine....
happi sak aku...
haha....
then biler kat dlm kreta...
some sensitive issues were brought up by me....
i decided to break up wif irda....
cos of my parents....
at first i n zab was argueing....
but at the end of the day....
zab finally realise my point....
thnx u fer being understanding.....
n furthermore hes my bro.....
thnx ah bro....
so nw i want to focus on my studies....
i want to break tat hindrance of mine which is ns....
then onli i can tink about relationship...
haha...then i want to be successful.....
k lah....
chao sin chi.....
musKA stepped on your garbage at
Sunday, December 10, 2006
hmm....first of all...i wld like to say sorry to my bro zab...
actually today wanted to have some fun wif him to town...
but due to unseen circumstances i was unable to follow him....
sorry bro..hope u understand my situation....
haiz....today was a boring day....
had to spend one whole day at home...
haha...but wif my most wonderful trustable pet...porkie....lol...
haha...we were bored to death at home...
father n mother dunnoe go where....
haiz....
then scold porkie fer fun..haha...
noting to do mah....
then i ask her whether want to play game on my laptop...
then she say okie...
alah...men game kental ah...
street fighter puzzle....haha...
of cos i win her evry round....
bcos she uses trotters n i use hand to press the keyboard...
remember she is porkie??haha...
niwae i would rate today as 3 out of ten...but wif porkie ard...it is 8.5 out of ten....
but if wif zab lak...9.9 out of ten...of cos the 0.1 is spent on arguing...haha...
k lah...ciaozzz....
hiaz....
p/s...i m okie if u wanna me away from ur life...niwae taking caring...
musKA stepped on your garbage at
Saturday, December 09, 2006
hmm....hey....today went to town....
wif zab...went out of school at 11...but bcos of tat stoopid chinese lecturer....
we had to go at 12...nak kena pass up project kan....
then jumpa zab ngan kreta dier kat carpark....
along wif khai...maklumlah khai kan nak gi jumpa si michelle tu....
alang kepalang antar....baik hati si zab tu....
niwae...gedebak gedebuk...sampai umah kol 12.30....
then makan...
dah kol 1.30...
went out of the house but did nt take the car...
kesian zab...tangan lenguh...then minyak pun dah nak kat abis...
so he left it kat multi storey carpak kat dgn umah ku...
then nek NEL gi dhoby....
dari situ jln gi orchard....
on the way smoking spider..
haha,....
then sampai tangs....si zab gi lookout fer ahem2...
then aku lak carikan untuk dier....
then gi rounding tingkat dua kat tangs...cari si mdm choo...
nak tanye ader vacancy tak....
den went to lvl 3....
tot of confronting her but i dun wan to disturbed her...n i tot she was angry too....
so gi alik lvl 1...carik...aderlah....
zab happy nmpk dier....
aku pon happi untuk zab....
pasal biler brothers aku happi...
aku pun happi....
den i let them bual...
ku duduk kat luar....
then images of her juz flashing tru my mind...
k...den zab kuar...
borrowed zab nye phone...nak kol si mdm choo tu....
then finally get thru the line wif her...
i asked her fer vacancy to werk er 3 weeks....
then she say she will call me back...
i hope there is fer me....
haha....
then gi round....
far east...then zara....
tapikan on the way..aku kutuk orang sak....
maha kutuk..haha....
then alik lor...skali kat dlm NEL ni...
ader satu bdk...duduk step mcm leh tgk upskirt ajer....
then zab was laughing so loud sak...
haha....
really had a fun day wif zab....
tml gg out wif zab agian...
haha....
k lah...chiaozzz....
musKA stepped on your garbage at
Wednesday, December 06, 2006
hmmm....wicked life....
tat seems to be the werd....
i noe my bro been helping out....
but i feel bad.....
n i tink i will give up on my wishlist....
hahas...they r juz my wishes....
dun have to come thru....
today was a hectic day....
lots of things hapen....
congrats to eje....
finally ader jgk motor....haha....
dah kena alik sorang...heehe
i have been stressing out my brains fer this past few days....
thinkin bout my own problems....
zab(broTherhooD exisTs) really wants to help him....
i appreciate it sho much....
hmm....i m nw facing the ups n dwns of my life....
haiz....
niwae thnx to u zab.....
thnx fer helping me out....
guess gg to be MIA fer the time being....
taking care....
musKA stepped on your garbage at
Tuesday, December 05, 2006
heyxx.....
feelinG in a diLemma...
haiz....
mixture of feeLins....
haiz...
i gt to admit....altho i m wiF my gF....
i stILL haVe soMe memories of tat sumone....
i dunnoe....
tat perasaan rindu....
terkabul dari hati....
i dun wanna go on feeling tis way....
i miss heR shooooo much...
she reappears...haiz or should i say...
i miss her tats y i search her....
wen i m wiF her..kiMAKKK....happI sak aku....
but kan...haiz....
i m attached...
haiz...
al bcos of me n my stoopid gazillion mistakes....
tried to find someone like her....
but i cant.....
arrgghhh.....
DILEMMA NIIIII.....
niwae kan....i noe ones she read tis blog of mine.....
consperM dier tak akan msg atau kol me again...
kos she will tink tat i m gatal....
but the true fact is......
haiz....somethings r better nt been said....
k lah....i m ready fer the action....
ape nak jadi....jadilah.....
bye bye.....
musKA stepped on your garbage at
Monday, December 04, 2006
haLooooooooo.....
haiz....i m baCk to blogginG again...
hmmm....
loTs of stuFF hapPen....
kechorabLe seHk.....
niwAe Life in Ite is maRveLLous....
gg to enD soon....
thiS cominG maRch....
n i m GG to nS nxT year....
haIz...gonna miz mY famiLy n broS...
niwaE bouT tis Bros...
theY r sUpeR doodLy faNtasTic....
geRek saK kuaR ngaN doRang....
we SeT ouR broTherHooD naMe as BroTheRHooD exIsTS....
haha,... meaNIng iT wonT extincT...cool aIte.....
hmm.... k lah.....i m geTTinG ouT oF here...ciaOzz
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