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Sunday, May 20, 2007

meowmeow..
aPiz back2....
niwae...was tooo buzy to update...
nw currently werking fer ck tangs warehouse....
yar...my old place....wif tat stupid black anjing....
my life is okie....
quite ups n dwns...
niwae received my ns enlistment letter....
was posted to Police..
ya..the home team....
on 11 sept 2007....
yar...
my dream....pointing guns...
nabbing robbers....
my family is ok....
pork n me gaining greater bond....
dog n me have tiffs sumtimes...
apa tak...
kucing,me, n tat anjing....
my love life is full of ups n dwns....
roller coaster ride....
altho so.....
deep in my heart i still luv her sincerely....
but maybe my actions juz doesnt show her tat....
tats y she have some insecurity....
but cant blame her....
it was me...
hmm....but wen im in ns tho...
i wonder hw i will live...
a total new environment....
no family...n no gf...
will miss her dearly tho....
but i hope she will bravely face the path of live w/o me fer tat 2 years....
but i noe she will...
afterall shes my adowable baby.....
lookin ferwerd fer our mit tml...
wif tat sweet innocent hair of hers...
ahah...i loikee....
mwahzz.....

toodles evryone......sayonara bazooka......
musKA stepped on your garbage at 10:16 PM

Saturday, February 10, 2007

hmmm.....long time no blog....
since my kneecap twisted....
sakit sehk....
niwae....
lotsa stuff happened....
and LOTS of project have to finish
haiz....
niwae skool onli left wif 1 mnth....
nyahahaha.....
wooohoooo....

TO MY BELOVED MAMI.....
mami.....
don b discouraged by wat ur teacher said....
prove him wrong....
study smarter....
let wat happened be a lesson....
nw u understand y i emphasise on ur studies....
it affect ur future honey....
n dun weri....
if u have to put 100% of ur attention to ur studies...
i will understand....
tis is ur crucial year...
n i love u mre....
after the tiffs n arguements we have....
i hope u understand me more nw....
n mami....
i mish u dearly....
muakxxx......
musKA stepped on your garbage at 11:46 PM

Monday, January 01, 2007

Happy new year evryone....
mami....happy new year to you....
i hope we can start a new chapter in tis new year....
afterall the mistakes tat i done to u....
after all the hurtful werds tat i say....
n all the hurtful stuff tat i done to u....
i hope u aforgive me....
mami....
i noe i have been neglecting u....
i noe u feel bored n lonely....
i noe i have tested ur patience.....
but at the end of the day i still love u....
u mite nt feel hw i feel now....
i was pricked by ur werds in ur blog....
i realise hw unworthy i m fer u....
u doubt my feelings...
but i cant blame u....
i upset u so much....
my mood fer werking today wasnt there....
i get into dreamland today....
i fear wat will happen to me if u leave me....
i was so in khayalan juz nw....
i didnt noe wat to do....
i tot of u each time....
but u didnt noe....
u tot tat i dun love u like i do previously....
but u r wrong....
inoe werds don mean much to u....
u wan prove....
if u wanna noe....
then i shall tell u....
the ring tat we bought together at jurong....
i still keep it.....
i noe tat one day i will return to u....
iwas mad at u tat time....
true.....
but i will nt throw or misplaced tat ring....
cos u r the onli one i luv....
ur baby photos.....
i still keep them....
y were so cute n adorable....
i kept them in my book....
n bring it evry now n then.....
ur precious garfield....
i m a man....
but i wun be shy to say this....
i slept beside it....
it feel as though u r wif me.....
n lastly....
ur face.....
it is always in my mind evrytime i blink my eyes.....
i noe u wuldnt believe me...
but its tru though.....
ppl made mistake .....
i oso m a normal human being....
but one thing diff between me n them is tat....
i have sumone hu i love n never regret loving tat person..
n its no other than u mami ella....
u never escaped frm my mind....
n u will nvr end....
tears fall wen i see those werds on ur blog....
but nvr miind....
i shall prove to u tat ur love n concern is nt juz an imagination.....
but a reality tat willl never end.....
musKA stepped on your garbage at 12:44 AM

Tuesday, December 26, 2006

heyxx....
todays entry will about my apologies n thnx to my bro.....n of cos to her....

To zaB riO....
if u r reading....
i m sorri if i cos much trouble to u...
thnx fer giving wonderful gifts tat i cant buy...
shoe,ring(loan),cap,shirts,jeans n most importantly money
thnx fer the care n concern u showed me....
sorri if sometimes u made u cancelled ur appointment.....
sorri if i rushed u fer time....
sorri if i neglected u sumtimes during my bz schedule....
thnx fer the time....
thnx fer the effort.....
u realli r a true bro....
i respect u fer tat.....
u will sacrifice ur time/date fer me....
altho hw impt tat person is except fer ur parents....
u cancelled tat appointment juz fer me....
thnx again zab.......


To mami eLLa....
mami....
i m sorry to break ur heart tat time....
i was angry n cant control myself....
i made tat one stupid n harsh decison....
tat lead to my misery....
i yearn fer ur love....
i cant juz ferget bout u....
after the times....
the ups n downs....
thnx fer ur patience......
n thnx fer the love tat u shower upon me....
u gave me the day n night....
i m so happy tat i m wif u again....
onli god noes wat my feelings were during tat time....
i was so happi wen u accepted me back....
ur sweet lil smile....
ur cutey dimple....
ur wonderful eyes....
is juz the outside of u....
to me tat is perfect....
but in addition wif ur patience.....
ur willingness to change....
ur care n concern....
ur never die love fer me....
n ur understandingness.....
is the inside of u tat make ur overall perfectness....
muakx...mami....
i luv u.....
thnx fer ur evryting n ur sacrifice.....

p/s...i noe i said i wanna sleep..
but after tis.....
cos tis r werds tat came frm my heart n now i wan to express it to you.....
musKA stepped on your garbage at 12:38 AM

Thursday, December 21, 2006

been bz lately....
billnye pasal lah nie....
arrgh....final reminder dah sampai....
lagi tujuh hari...
u can hear tat kaninabuchibailampabutobabisialnye operator saying tat angelic phrase...
the m1 customer u have dialled is currently not available....
nt available kepe....
mak dier nye laki boncit tol....
niwae....
had a gr8 day today....
sampai kejer at 7.43....heehe....
abis keje kol 3.43....
mami fetch me frm werk today....
aww sho swit of her...
love yar....muakxxx.....
then i toldher bout this NENEK yg i werk wif.....
muka sbiji umi sak...
then wen mami saw her....
she agreed tat they look alike....
then we go to bras basah complex to mamam...
as usual aku kan haiz....
financial.....
haiz....
pinjam duit mami 2 ringgit....
jatuh saham sak aku....
sampai biler hidop gini....
niwaes.....
after tat proceed gi raffles city....
gi shopping centre....
saw a lot of gr8 stuff...
mami nak beli baju...
tapi apa ke daya....
haiz....
gue takde sen....
haiz....
then gi vivo lak....
lepak kat atas....
view the scenary.....
lomantik noh....
then ard 6.30 celah pulang....
then at 7 gitu....
kia(khai) kol....
dier pasrah....
haiz....
hope u ken settle ur problems arh.....
i can onli help him tat much....
n lastly.....
to mami....
i m happi n proud tat u have change.....
i love u wif my sincere heart....
thn mami....
fer evryting....
muakxxx....

p/s...to view pics....pls go to mami blog....
heehe....nilah kerja pemalas.....LOL....

niwae zab rio.....
hope u love ur job....
gd luck....
musKA stepped on your garbage at 10:56 PM

Wednesday, December 20, 2006

wei..wei...wei....
musKA is back3.....
lalalala.....
hmmm....a great news and bad news....
which one first huh??
ala...bad one first lah....
currently...my bill...kimekkkkkkkkkkkkk.....
dah kena potong....
kimekkkkkk.....
onli can receive incoming kol.....
kimeekkkkkkkk....
then...tunggu time ajer....consperm they cut tat too....
n wen tat hapens...KIMMMMEEEEKKKKKKK!!!!!....
haiz....
y ah...money never drop dwn frm the sky....
asik2 hujan ajer....
haiz.....kalo jatuh kan bez....
kaya gue....
haish..the next bad news is...hmm....
hmm...
AKU TAKDE DUIT!!!hahaha...
is tat a new thing???LOL....
haiz....
KU NAK continue gue nye LESEN!!!!argghhhh!!!
strezz nye hidop ni!!!!
takpe2.....manelah tau jumpa 100000 dolar ke maser aku berak kat toilet ke.....
hahaha.....
niwae...next...GOOD NEWS,,,,hooray!!!
gue ngan suzyla woh!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
wahahaha.....bahagia gue.....
tat adowable sweet innocent djong2....LOL....
nilah dinamakan cinta.....
hua3...step(langkah??) paham aje....
barulah leh nyanyi lagu...
heehe.....
dedicated to her....yg len tu jgn terasa....
zab...ko jgn nak senyum2.....
heehe
niwaes...another good news is....
I FOUND A JOB....
haha....as a CSO...customer service officer...
takkan Cari n Sodok Orang kan??k lame....
CSO wif metro parking....
nt the metro shopping centre....
N another gd news is....
ZAB PUN DAPAT KEJER...haha....
ironically kat metro sk...hehee....
GET IT???
kalo tak takpe....
go n eat pigs brain...eh....wait....
tats Porkie(my sis) parts...hhaaha...
i m happy fer u zab....
niwae on tat monday..18.12.06....
went to fetch bucuk(my honey) result....
she did me proud....
she qualify fer sec5....
all the best honey....
later after tat....went to town to mit zab rio...heehe....
dier ngan ehem2 seh...hehee....
makan samer2 ie....
i smell ikan ni....
haaha....
he collected fer me my pair of shoes....
pony...wohoo...high cut woh!!...
*neighs* isnt tat the sound of a horse??
then went sight seeing wif mami ngan bro...
on the way...critic bout sum ppl...
haha....
laser sak......
then went mamam wif mami.....
then gedebak gedebuk.....
went home ard 11 at nite....
hahas....
we should go out more often...
together...me n mami...zab n ahem2....
niwae zab was chaotic on tat day....
guess tats zab fer u....
no him...no fun...
k lah...tats all folk....

to zab...thnx fer evrything bro....
ur sacrifice n gifts....
ur time n ur efforts....
ur care n concern...
will always be appreciate by me....

to Mami....Suzyla Edrus Bte Samad...thnx fer accepting me....
u changed ur attitude fer me....
u waited fer me....
i m really sorry fer my mistakes.....
i really am....
dunch weri....
the once 150306 couple...is revived now....
n it wont extict as long as my heart beat n my blood flows...
Love u mami...
u r my one n onli...
muakx3.....


Yours trully,
musKA(MUhammad Hafiz BIn Eksan)


p/s...the pics of the outing will be posted at mami's blog...
pls visit nakkenatampar.blogspot.com....
jgn jadi bodoh...aku uat link uatpe kan....
n the pix of tat shoe i will post tomoro....
cos Porkie hibernating lah...maklumlah musim sejuk.....
musKA stepped on your garbage at 11:37 PM

Tuesday, December 12, 2006

hmm...today in the morning came late fer school.....
was wearing the cap zab bought me...
haha...i love it shoooo much....
then sampai skool ard 9....
as usual babriel will nag2...
kanina tol....
then after tat uat lab assignment....
fun ah the class....
i crack jokes n people luff their ass out loud....
i m happy to c wen my frends r luffing n happy....
then went fer lunch....
actualli taknak makan....
takde sen kan...
nasib man ader....
dier blanja makan nasi chicken cos i did fer him his pwoject...
then khai blaanja air....
baik kwn2 ku ni...LOL....
then gi lecture lak....
kimaksss...mendak sak....
lecture room dah mcm ice box sak....
then went to smoking spidey...
haha....
wif ais....LOL.....
then masok klass....ard 4 was realeased....
then str8 nek bas 31 to intercen...
skali kat juction sbelum tampines interchen ader accident seh....
dah hujan ader accident lagi....
abe jam uh....
haiyo....
then take 969....
k here start the sad part....
i went to yishun cos i m gg to break up wif her....
cos of certain circumstances.....
i was sad lah...like duhh....
but i was being honest too....
haiz....
niwae..have to focus on my studies...
k lah....ciaoz.....
musKA stepped on your garbage at 12:29 AM